it might just all be a facade

Tuesday, January 23, 2007;

♥ 1/23/2007 09:08:00 PM

Just to let all of you strangers behind the com screen know this : I'm still alive ( :

Nothing interesting is going bout in my life lately. = Yeah, how sad.
And what's worse, i find myself getting used to the same old boring routine.
Getting up at 5plus6am. Receive Naomi's morning call. Meet her and jia fu at the busstop. Mett yy at dover mrt. Meet Timo and Stanley at cck station. Take bus 190. Meet Joa outside school gate. Walk to the canteen. Find a table. Sit down and wait for one particular teacher to rush us for assembly.
Boo! It's really boring and horrible. And I dont wanna get use to it! Ugh!

Right, anyways. Im getting stressed by those in pjc. The way they study is horrible! They study as though we'll be having our O/A level paper.
I mean, i have classmates who foregone their breaks/recess to do some homework which the teachers did not even assigned. I have classmates who would stay back in the classroom even after the last bell rings, just to complete the work. I have classmates who literally complete the whole tuotrial before the lectures on it are over.
Yesh! It's that stressful being in the same class/batch as them. Bummer! Looking at the way they study, i cant help but miss fairfield. ) : Where we play hard and study hard. I mean, we'll study hard when it is time to. But we'll definitely still have life. ( :
All in all, Im a little freaked out at how hard they study. =\

And PE in pjc isnt as nice as fairfield's either. In fact, our PE teacher cheated us today! ) :
We were told that we'll have station games today.
Yeah. We did have station games afterall.
Station 1: Height and weight
Station 2: SBJ
Station 3: (for guys only) Chin ups
Station 4: 2.4km
=\

But then again, i made afew good friends over at pjc, my classmates seem like a nice bunch of ppl to. So i guess, that's all i have to rejoyce bout right.
Haha. Say, if i were to leave pjc right away. I guess i'll still have my 'misses', like og07, 07S25, and my other seniors in pjc.
Boo. It's so contradicting. Part of me wanna leave pjc like immediately, yet the other part of me dont mind stayin in pjc.
Yknow, as the results date is drawing nearer. Im seriously wondering where should i head towards with my results?
AC? -while, that definitely depend on whether can my marks get my butt in there.
PJ? -the distance is terrible.
JJ? -i dont wanna start afresh.
=\ well, i just hope the one above will show his grace. And i will get back results that will cause me to beam like never before. ~~Not results that make me run out of CSL hall and into the PC room to cry. =\~~

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Let's switch back to smth happier.
The few of us went back fmss last friday again!
It was really fun. Hahaha. Seeing all the dear familiar faces yet once again, playing 'pepsi-cola-one-two-three' outside C407, laughin so much at friends' retarded-ness, sitting tgt with girlfriends and started getting high by singing cny songs, chitchatting with mydear old friends, being back in the redcross room, dinner at dover with all, playing lame games that cranks all of us up, etc.
And guess what? The familiar feeling really warms me up on the inside. ( :
I'm lovin` it
So i guess, im looking forward to the next / next next friday, when all of us meet up again for some catching up. ( :

&maybe things will be fine after awhile.